I have gone from very enthusiastic and propped up to move forward, to get tired and weighed down. Yesterday was the first time since my accident that I nearly cried.
No it’s a lie, I cried when news of Lars death came to me, but have otherwise been very composed through my hospitalisations and re-hab. But yesterday had it not been for the tough man chip on my shoulder I would have wept.
I was at doctors. It was a planned visit from the week before. I needed to go through a little bit my tiredness and get a go ahead to start riding again. But since I had been so tired I got a no-go on the riding side. It didn’t help that I didn’t have anyone with me that supported riding as re-hab.
It’s so boring. The walking. The slowness. More walking. Won’t bore you.
Today I had my first real lesson. Silvia and Rulle were in my first group back training. This in my mind is so much harder than walking a horse up and down. Ah well some people think teaching is less hard than riding. They obviously have not been around horses enough.
I have loads of new people approaching me about coming for lessons. And I guess I am ready now. Every day I get stronger and Kundalini Yoga with Linda is improving everything i think.
Keep Smiling 🙂 It’s a tough place this world we live in. But if you don’t have the hard times you do not appreciate the great times.