So even as day to day life keeps rushing by at speeds unimaginable to the me 3 or 4 months ago.

Now I instead just embrace being me. Being here. Being mobile and awake.

I tend to forget what I have been through. Maybe it makes it easier on a day to day basis. Not to constantly worry about what has happened. But it does make me vulnerable I guess. I just keep going and doing.

We’ve had Ava delivered. She is our new horse from Germany. I hope she will be a good team member as I want to get back to some sort of normality.

It’s hard as not only do I have to remember that I don’t have the endurance or strength, the balance or straightness. I also have to remember that horses feel much more my limitations.

My biggest worry now is that I seam to have lost my ability to write. Maybe because too much want to come out and there isn’t enough time or space.

I’m going to leave this half hearted attempt to write about being me.

I am planning a music festival as a fundraiser for Headway. More about that next time!

Keep smiling 🙂 you look good! 😉